I wish I was different. I wish my life had meaning and I wish I was in love. i wish I could prance through a meadow like Bella and Edward and be consumed by this intense feeling for another person. I wish life was easy. Make it easy.
I always had all these goals and morals. High school made me chuck them out of the window. Don't think for one second that Christian high school is a great deal different from secular school. Every part of your life gets challenged. Every. Single Part.
I guess no matter what, I want to be perfect. I will be perfect. It's just something that has to happen. And not anyone else's dumbass definition of perfection... Mine. I want to be perfectly happy. Make me perfect. Make me happy.
