I'm Gone

You think you know me but you don't.
How could you?
I don't even know me.
Laid me down to sleep
Woke up a perfect stranger.
Fighting in a war I can't win,
A lone ranger.
My eyes on the prize,
My finger on the trigger.
My aim sucks balls.
Who the fuck am I kidding?
But I can't give up the ghost.
I've come too close.
I can sense it,
I see it,
But as I touch it
It's gone.