Lunch

People only talked to me because of him
They wanted to know the latest drama
Because really and ultimately
That is all they really care about
It did't matter how it was affecting me personally
They only cared if he was gonna sit at my
Lunch table that day or not
How was it affecting me
I was completely miserable
If I am risking my personal safety at home
To be with a guy
That guy could at least make me happy
But no
So far I am only happy single.
But maybe someday a guy will make me happy and i wont
Be miserable
With him.